Sunday, July 26, 2009

Happy Birthday to Jeslyn and Renee Jie Jie.,

hoo hooo.. Happy birthday to my best fren lynn.. sweet 20th Birthday arz.. :D

and and.. to Renee.. Happy Birthday sister. Didnt make it to Dbl O today. if not i will sure celebrate for you. haha.. Sorry Sis..

Good night guys. going to slp now. :)



Don't be sooo cold towards me.. :(

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Happy 19th Birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN HUI!!
Sweet 19th Birthday. Hope that u will be happy always, and stay cute.
Dinner with you soon. :D

Friday, July 24, 2009

Never lie to the one u cherish...

I've learn a Good lesson. Never ever lie to the one you love and cherish most, because u will be the one suffering the most. All i can say is, i'm sorry. I never want to lie, just want to hide it. =/ Not to worry, i will gain back the trust u had in me once before.

Anw, let me post something that happen in this whole week den?? :) Let me recall what had happen, and let's start with Sunday than.

Sunday, 19th July 2009
Posted on facebook that i'm looking for someone to accompany me to repair my Ipod nano. Mins later, Chris msg me. He said that he is way too bored at home. LOL. And say that he will accompany me to repair my Ipod. An already promise to go with me. So went to fetch Chris followed by An to cine to repair my Ipod. Reach and saw the Apple shop at cine close-down. Head to wheelock instead. On the way, we went to taka to shop around, when me and chris suddenly felt damn hungry, and we went to the food fair to looks for some finger food. Ended up, we bought ice cream instead. All the ice cream had alcohol in it, and we did not check the price, ended up paying $6 for a small cup of ice cream. =.= Thanks to Christopher Wong, because he said the ice cream girl is pretty, so we went to buy from them after trying lots of sample from them. An dirty his hand when eating my ice cream, worst is he went to GUCCI shop and whip off those ice cream on a $400 scurf. I really donno wad the 2 nonsense trying to do that whole day. When we walking along the new shopping centre "ION", Chris do stunt again, he Shouted "WAH!! FOUNTAIN LEH". Me and An really laugh till peng. Lots of stranger turn their head to looks at the small water fountain outside ION. Really pai seh i must say. Reach Wheelock Apple, Service centre were close on sunday. wasted our time going down. Haiz. Called Li, as she promised to go with me on Mon den. :D Soon fetch the 2 Nonsense home and i headed home. I bet they are good fren now. Lol.


Monday, 20th July 2009
Off today, so no need to go back camp. Fetch Li at her school, as she ends her lesson at 12.30. Chris called and mention that he's bored. He wants to tag along too, so went to fetch him after Li. Reach Wheelock open space carpark, and it's very full. Waited like 20mins before we can find a parking lot. Hmmm. Reach Apple service centre, and the queue is very long, ended up waiting like more den half an hour lo. But when my turn, the staff actually scan my Ipod very throughly and she saw the water indicator in my Ipod had change color, which is also means that they found out that Ipod actually drop inside the water before. And i cant repair my Ipod. The lady actually wants me to pay $170 to replace a new Ipod instead. WTH lo. I juz bought my nano for 1mnth plus at $245. now have to pay $170 again. Why don i juz buy Ipod Touch in the first place. at least i can feel it in my pants, cause it's bulky. Haiz. Anw, it's still my fault. I got to apologise to the lady who attend to me, cause i curse and swear when i noe that i cant fixed my nano with the warranty. Haiz. Bad temper i had. :( Went to had Chicken Rice with li at Far East. Donno isit my taste bud got prob or wad. Don find that Chicken rice nice lo. And it's damn ex.. Only our dear yuh li like the chicken rice. she even finish all the cucumber from all the plate. =.= Chris and i was shock to see how she finish all the food.. LOL. Send Li home as she got work at 6, and went to Changi Airport to fetch my cousin after that. She bought me a latest Limited ed Vodka-Level Vodka. All i can say about that Vodka is "Damn Cool uh". Had dinner with uncle and cousins after that, and i shall book in after that.

Tuesday, 21st July 2009
Nothing much happen on this day. All i can remeber is that i keep sleeping in bunk. Lol. Oh ya, today is the first time that the all HQ personnel never turn up for Breakfast except muhsin. Haha. all were sleeping like dead log lo. No one actually woke up eh. :D Oh, i went for a night run with glenn and mushin. Went back bunk, talk things out with J. Has been bothering me for 1 week plus. Finally she talks to me, but we're not in good terms anymore. haiz. :( Whole night am thinking of what had happen, and i regret doing so. Again, i'm really sorry.

Wednesday, 22nd July 2009
Woke up at 5.45am for Breakfast. Going to Pri school again to give out Funpack. Went to school around woodland and yishun. Was Raining heavily that day. Most of us were drenched at the first few school. Because of the bad designed shelter, which was too low for the container. Finish giving all the Funpack by 11am. We're quite fast though, total there is 5 school that day. Went back camp, and all of us were very tired. Went to slp all the way till dinner and went for my Nights off. Meet up with ting that night. Supposingly i should be having a talk with her that night. But Chris wants to meet up, so i didnt get to talk to ting. Shall meet u again, maybe next wed den. :D Went to Jurong West Safra for KBOX again. Sing Sang Sung till 10.30 and i got to rush back to camp.

Thursday, 23rd July 2009
Whole Day busy unpacking all the Funpack. Got no idea why are we actually doing so. my whole company unpack a total of 4containers, which is about 6000 funpack. Morning, was quite relax, cause there were too many ppl helping out. which we slack out alot. In the afternoon, Sgt Jhin Hong wants me to help him. So JunXiong and i were like so busy Taking out all the bags from the box. All the box were really heavy, we unpack about 1container+++ which is close to 2 container of box. Reach 2pm the sun were damn hot. Most of us got bad sunburn that day. At least our hardwork were paid off. We were given Night's Off once again. Met chris for dinner and we chat at Starbucks. Too sian, think is because i went for too much Night's off. LOL. Very Tired, and i went back camp quite early at about 9 plus. Help Randy and my last time Bravo mate to buy dinner, as they cant go for nights out.

Friday, 24th July 2009
Woke up for Breakfast at 5.40am. Was Raining very heavily, Muhsin scold me that i very hard to wake up. which is so different from me la. I wake up easily one lo. Even a soft noise can wake me up. But after shifting to the HQ bunk, i tends to slp like a dead log lo. Haha, oh ya, muhsin scold me that, because he said 4am there is lots of lighting and thunder, but i juz nvr get woke up. Lol. After breakfast, i'm suppose to help sgt jun wei to do some admin stuff. But he ask me to come down at 10am, so i went back to slp again. Really no idea why am i sooooo tired. Ended up, i slept all the way till lunch again. Haas. So help sgt jun wei after my lunch. Finish the job quite fast though, and prepare to book out after that. CSM is in good mood, allow us to go home at 4pm. very early lo. Went to buy lunch for Daddy before i go home. And plan for the activities going on later. Ended up, i'm here posting my blog. I should be drinkiing at DBL O this timing lo. Haiz. Too bad, everythings were not organise, so all of us stay at home instead. :(

That's the end of this few day post. :D

Almost forgot to add.. LAU RONG HONG, my cousin, is a damn Great Cousin who is willing to shares all my problems i had since young. I bet lots of people envy me having him as my cousin.
ps. Hong, like that enough not?? Lol..


i thought things could work out for us,
but somehow it doesn't seems to be.
and the problem lies with me,
which i guess that i just can't deceived my own feelings.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Tiring week..

Just woke up. had a tiring week though. hmmm.. shall start my post since thurs den..

Thurs - 160709
woke up very early, think 5.30am. went for breakfast and prepare to go primary school to give out the NDP fun pack. quite fun though. first time following them to give out the fun pack. went to schools around west side. First was "Boon Lay Garden pri, den corporation pri, lakeside pri, pei hwa prysbeterian, and jurong west pri". saw my pri 4 chinese teacher mdm luk now teaching at lakeside pri. we were busy looking at the family tree outside the staff room. wher we are able to see which teacher teaching in the school. haas. pei hwa is the most cool. their canteen got alot of nice food! including japanese cuisine. damn cool. really school for the rich kids. haha. somemore that freaking school is 7 storey high. that's why they build elevator for it. -__-" got nights out after the tiring day. :D meet jessmin, da boi and ah boi for dinner. get to noe new frens again. Pui Leng.. damn joker.. make me laugh until my face cramp during dinner. haha.. went to buy dinner for xiong and mz be4 i rush back to camp at 2300..

Fri - 170709
Tio duty again.. got to do office orderly again. it's something like Cos. but more sai kang to do. haiz. but CSM is nice. ask me to do till book out time. cause i got to attend Toon ling jie jie wakes. was slping most of the time in office. too tired, cause i slept late the day before. book out at 5pm. took bus with ming hui and samuel. my 2 new coy mate. was kind of surprise to found out that ming hui were actually my pri school mate lo. that's why i find him so familiar. and after a long chat home, we actually noe each other damn long le. hahaha. he shall be my close buddy i guess. haas. Reach home, shower and prepare to go to jie jie Wakes. reach there at 7.30pm. saw uncle william(jie jie dad) sitting over there. went to chat with him with daddy. he was telling us that jie jie got fever for 4 daes and she pass away. haiz. her 3 children were down with dengue too, luckily there got recovered. :) during the prayer, i got serious goose bump. all the sadness from the family members. even saw uncle william break down. crying damn badly suddenly. haiz. half way through the prayers, i left with daddy quietly. as he sae, we're not suppose to tell them we are leaving. that's wad the adult told me though. :'( Reach home, fall asleep when my com is still on. from 10pm i sleep all the way till sat morning 10am. LOL~! Power 12hrs slp. haha.

Sat - 180709
Woke up at 10am. I'M LATE~!! need to rush down to kallang by 11am. called bro, but he's still busy with work. supposingly i'm driving to kallang de. but time don meet. i need to rush to kallang at 11. but bro sae 1130 den he can make it. ended up dad fetch me there. was late, cause i went to tanjong rhu to buy char siew bao. samuel called and sae that they got no breakfast. so i went to buy. i reach kallang at 1130. sgt darel give me that black face. and mention that those who late need to give $5. i should have reach there later right. -__-" but don bother him. but after i reach, i saw mushin taking a big box of KFC.. wth.. sae no breakfast, den i saw them taking KFC out. nb. anw, start work at 3pm. and really tiring. running around the kallang stadium carpark giving out the paper to bus driver. total, there are more den 200buses lo. really tiring. carpark is sooo big. bet i lose quite a few kg den. hahaha. all the way we help out till 11pm. in between the marshalling, 3 police officer come and talk to me. 2 of them are high rank. O.o both of them got star on their shoulder. ask me who is the in-charge. saw their rank i already kena shock liao. i faster pull sgt janson over. LOL. he also blur.. but things was under control after LT ng come. :) when to meet jian ping for a drink after my duty at kallang. drink till 3 and we went home. i was kind of drunk though, but i still put my clothes inside the washing machine to wash. but i forgot to take out my new Ipod nano. haiz. now tt it's drown, gonna help my nano do some cpr. lol.

Sun - 190709
dad wakes me up at 12 to eat. brough back lot's of food.. after eating, and i'm here updating my blog. :) chat with yuh ting with alot of things. although she cant help me solve my prob. but at least hear me say wad i wanted to say. thanks ting. :) will be meeting this wed for dinner den. Gonna meet jian an and chris(maybe) to wheelock to repair my ipod. haiz. take care guys. :D


if i tell u things from my heart, will you ignore me??
can u hint me to tell me if i should confess to you??
so u will not ignore me again...

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Rest in Peace : Toon Ling Jie Jie..

I am very shock, juz receive a call from my mei mei mins ago. This sister of mine, who have watch me grow up, have juz pass away due to dengue fever. sob. and it was like so sudden~!!! she is very young and she juz got her 3rd baby. and finally she got a daughter and now she have to leave her. why must everything happen so fast. i juz saw her at jurong point last month. and now i receive the call. it's really hard to take it. i swear.

Jie jie. don worry about anythings here. Rest Peacefully. You will always live in our heart.. ='(
God Bless You..


Never live with regrets..

Half day leave...

I'm home now, took half day leave to settle some personall stuff and blogging now as i really got nothing to do at home. not in the mood for anything as well. haiz. shall start with the nonsense happen since sunday den.

Sunday book in to camp. rather sian. because i'm back to my 2nd home again. -__-" new Sgt was rather xia lan when he talks to me. cause i mia for 6mnths. but will build up a good friendship with them i hope. went back to my bunk. was shock that i don have a bed to slp. Randy shifted to my bunk, and he's slping on my bed. called him immediately, he apologised that he will shift to another bed instead. wont blame him la, is i disappear for too long le. next things that shock me is that my LBV, helmet and sandal is lost as well. someone steal my things. haiz. but gonna hunt that fellow down. other den that, everything is still the same. Bryan book in after me, at least someone to talk to me and to update me of the things happening in camp when i'm not around.

Monday, 130709. was told by sgt Jing Hong that i got a duty to do. wtf lo. first dae book in tio duty. but it was rather a relax one, because the whole batallion is on leave. No one in camp = No Government. wahaha. slp and chat with sgt shan hong whole dae in the office. he is rather nice to me when i get back to camp after 6mnths. LOL. during lunch, i was still furious with the new spec sgt J.H. which i keep forgetting his name till todae, i was calling him Sgt "Chee Hong" the whole of yesterday. he really got those chee hong face though. haha. and Sgt S.H laugh non-stop. -_-" how to ask me to rmb so many ppl name in one dae. Chuii and Biao Mei crap with me the whole night in msn. the both of them really nothing better to do den come talk crap with me. LOL. but at least they keep me accompanied. thanks chuii and biao mei. haha. if not i sure bored to death. Anw, wad i do the whole dae in camp yesterdae is Slp-Eat-Dvd-Msn... lol. other den that nothing to do.

Today, rather short. wake up at 5.25am for breakfast. den go back office slack till 9. was waiting for CSM to come. but he drag till 11am. so i went back to bunk and slp from 9am till 11am. book out at 12 to do my licence thingy at ubi. haiz. don wan to mention anything about that den. =/

and i'm home now to post my crap for the past 2days. :)
Haiz.. booking in later.. sian..



i hope i will not let you go..
and hope that u will not wan me to let u go..

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Returning back to camp...

Feeling real down now. in another 1hr, i wil be booking in. after 6mnths. really don feel like going back. anw, i still have to book in. think on the brighter side, 5more mnths to my ord. :D

okok. slight update for the pass few days. Fri night suppose to go supper with jie, ah boi and da boy. ended up we went to fetch jie ying and da bao mac to K Box. we're making full use of the promotion by k box. which will be end at the ends of this month. have been visiting k box 3time this week. argh.

Sat. went to ngee ann poly to help crystal to do a group interview. fetch von first because her work ends at 1. i was late, because i nvr manage my time properly. ended up we're all late for the interview. Sry again to crystal. After interview, send all of them to Jp as i need to go home to change for our later activity at night. Met clique for dinner and head down to vivo for shopping. was feeling hungry the whole night. LOL. after dinner, i went to buy ya kun kaya toast to eat. at vivo, me and chuii went to had our long john silver again. smth wrong with me. haas. Power house till 5am. and headed home. woke up in the morning and i got a serious hang over. but after breakfast, i'm fine. :)

think that's all for my weekends. recently there's alots of bad things happening to me. hope that everything will be fine. good luck to me.



Although i'm half drunk last night, all i think of is u..
and thought that i will have the courage to tell u, but i don.

Friday, July 10, 2009

End of my Holiday..

woke up quite early todae.. but slept quite late last night.. was chatting with my buddy-shao chong, back in BMT.. now he's having a good life as a driver. haha.

went to fetch jie for her singing lesson at chinatown. she's learning from Anthong Png aka Fang Zhong Hua. quite a nice teacher. Teach me after jessmin. learn alot from him too. :) after that, i go for my medical appt. Quite sad. Doc was firm with his stand. No More MC for me. ask me go back to camp. which mean i'm going back camp on sun night 2230. haiz. ok la. 5 more mnths to ORD. still not tt bad. haha.

went to watch "Ghost Of Girlfriend Past" after appt. rate 3.5 for that movie. and i do imagine myself as the main character. but i'm not a PLAYER for sure. only feels that i should build up my courage to confess to people i like. and not cheat on feeling. also feel that i should say sorry to those that i've said some nasty or things that are unpleasant to. really sorry..

oh ya.. got Cheated again. -___-" was told that we are going to have dinner with Ah boy nearby. ended up fetching Da Boy, Hei Zhu, and Andrea to changi airport T3 for Duck noodle. Wth lo. not that jurong don have sia. nb. LOL. but not that bad la. and we got a lecture from a worry mother (shall not mention whose mummy) who is worry of her child. went back home after that.

anw, i shall make full use of this few days. :D
Good Night Friends..


when will i have the courage to confess??

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Feeling i had towards you..

Sorry - 苏永康


Sorry... I am really sorry.
我又一次把你气哭在陌生街头
爱你... 我当然爱你
自从第一眼到现在什至没人敢预测的将来
请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自已
其实我恨透了我自已没有认输的勇气
让你受尽了不安和委屈
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影

请你相信不是我不愿意改变我自已
而是一再努力又一再放弃那个软弱的自已
其实我恨透了我自已没有认输的勇气
让你受尽了不安和委屈
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影


Present everything that i feel in this songs...
I'm Sorry...

First Post...

Hello Folks, This is my first time blogging. Thanks to my cutest Mei Mei, for helping me to create this blog. so i can share my thoughts with u guys, whether is it things that i'm happy or sad. Anyway, it's the first post from me. so i doubt i will know wad to type in here. pardon me for my poor english. oh ya. will be updating the photos that i had with yuhli, and von on last sat NDP rehearsal.



Please give me some time to understand the whole function for Blogging. I'm still New to it, but i promise that i will learn it fast. haha.







You're always so Special to me, Don't ask me why..