Sorry guys. No mood to post anythings here. Really damn moody. Haiz. Anw, plan to go overseas. But no one is free to go with me. Russia plan to go m'sia on the 5th of sept. Anyone wants to go, do call me arz. Then i'll tell u whats are the planning are. :)
Think my trip to Hong Kong, Bali, and Thailand maybe cancelled. Because no one is going with me. :( Haiz..
Take Care all my frens..
真的真的对不起。 :(
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Finally...
Finally. Help out for NDP'09 has mark a full stop for us on the 9th of August. Was rather a tiring experience and also to let us learn new things. Getting lots of scolding from the audience as well, when they were too demanding for the colors of the bags. Audience only think for themselves, but they did not think for us. With everyone asking for different colors, we had a hard time dealing with the remaining peoples. Maybe is that i still don know how to manage things well. Sometimes it's really very tiring to please everyone. Especially the one that are always around us. Somehow, i really feel that i'm a real asshole, real failure. I always made wrong move at the wrong time, which turn things out really hard for me to handle. Can i go back to the past? to change the history? I really hope that i could, so that i can change wad had happen to somethings that could please everyone. Sorry to the one whom i've hurt.
Come to think of this, am i someone that everyone cannot trust? I can be one. Just that i'm not good in my words, which turn out that people thinks that i'm not reliable to share anything with. I am a failure in friendship, which in return, i got no close frens. Can everyone give me a chance? Just one more, to guide me and to change me. I really hope there is this chance. Sometimes i shared things with frens around us, doesn't mean that i'm telling others to belief the another side of you. Infact i juz need them to help us to cool things down. I really tell myself that i will share things with you only. I always got difficulities to share my love lifes with you, that is why i never tell you. And it doesn't mean that i don trust you. Just hope that you are willing to give the both of us a chance to really sit down and talk.
Haiz, hope to go back to the past.
Anyway, went to watch Up with yuh li after ndp celebration on sunday. That show was ok la, not that nice. Just funny lo, and not to the extend that can really made me laugh upside down or maybe is that i just don have the mood to laugh anymore. Haiz .For the sake of li, when she ask if i can acc her to watch, because she's watching with wilson only, so rush down to watch with her. Haas. Plans after movie was to meet up with cliques and go my house for some board games and mahjong session. But all were to lazy to leave the house, or to watch soccer. So ended up, me and li went home instead.
Yesterday, i'm way tooo tired that i woke up at 2pm. Online and chat with li and An. Ask them to go out, because i am really very bored at home. Plan for damn long and An thought of going for some prawning session. Called mummy and ask if she can lend me her car. She come and fetch me after her appt. Drive her home, and i went to meet up with An. Li cannot make it last min cause of her school work. So called Russia and Xiang long to go prawning. Had some bad experience with the char kueh teow stalls at our sec school there. LOL. Went prawning after that. I got night blindness, which ended up finding the prawning place at bishan for about 30mins. Sorry guys. Session with them were fun. And thanks to Wong Jian An! Caught his first Prawn the first time, and he actually hang the prawn all the way to my chair with me still sitting on it. And that prawn actually pinch my backside la~! lol. quite a hilarious scene i must say. Haha. Caught alot of prawn yesterdae, good catch arz guys. BBQ and rush home to return mummy car at 4am. Levin offered to drive me home after that. Thanks cousin! But we slack at west coast mac followed by mount faber, and devils bend. And i'm also very nice lo. Accompany him, cause he also need to return his mum's car at 7. So we went alot of places from 4-6.40am. Reach home at 7am, too shag, fall asleep soon. And now i'm here blogging. too bored as well. :(
Bad news for today is to Book in tonight at 2300. Sad la. But Good news to me is i'm officially 4 more months to ORD~~!!!! Swee. I can smell my pink I/C le. Haha. that's all for my weekend den. Take care my frens.
Please Give Me A Second Chance... :(
Come to think of this, am i someone that everyone cannot trust? I can be one. Just that i'm not good in my words, which turn out that people thinks that i'm not reliable to share anything with. I am a failure in friendship, which in return, i got no close frens. Can everyone give me a chance? Just one more, to guide me and to change me. I really hope there is this chance. Sometimes i shared things with frens around us, doesn't mean that i'm telling others to belief the another side of you. Infact i juz need them to help us to cool things down. I really tell myself that i will share things with you only. I always got difficulities to share my love lifes with you, that is why i never tell you. And it doesn't mean that i don trust you. Just hope that you are willing to give the both of us a chance to really sit down and talk.
Haiz, hope to go back to the past.
Anyway, went to watch Up with yuh li after ndp celebration on sunday. That show was ok la, not that nice. Just funny lo, and not to the extend that can really made me laugh upside down or maybe is that i just don have the mood to laugh anymore. Haiz .For the sake of li, when she ask if i can acc her to watch, because she's watching with wilson only, so rush down to watch with her. Haas. Plans after movie was to meet up with cliques and go my house for some board games and mahjong session. But all were to lazy to leave the house, or to watch soccer. So ended up, me and li went home instead.
Yesterday, i'm way tooo tired that i woke up at 2pm. Online and chat with li and An. Ask them to go out, because i am really very bored at home. Plan for damn long and An thought of going for some prawning session. Called mummy and ask if she can lend me her car. She come and fetch me after her appt. Drive her home, and i went to meet up with An. Li cannot make it last min cause of her school work. So called Russia and Xiang long to go prawning. Had some bad experience with the char kueh teow stalls at our sec school there. LOL. Went prawning after that. I got night blindness, which ended up finding the prawning place at bishan for about 30mins. Sorry guys. Session with them were fun. And thanks to Wong Jian An! Caught his first Prawn the first time, and he actually hang the prawn all the way to my chair with me still sitting on it. And that prawn actually pinch my backside la~! lol. quite a hilarious scene i must say. Haha. Caught alot of prawn yesterdae, good catch arz guys. BBQ and rush home to return mummy car at 4am. Levin offered to drive me home after that. Thanks cousin! But we slack at west coast mac followed by mount faber, and devils bend. And i'm also very nice lo. Accompany him, cause he also need to return his mum's car at 7. So we went alot of places from 4-6.40am. Reach home at 7am, too shag, fall asleep soon. And now i'm here blogging. too bored as well. :(
Bad news for today is to Book in tonight at 2300. Sad la. But Good news to me is i'm officially 4 more months to ORD~~!!!! Swee. I can smell my pink I/C le. Haha. that's all for my weekend den. Take care my frens.
Please Give Me A Second Chance... :(
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